Author: Poetic Beauty
Scar on my heart ❤
Brought down to my knees,
Barely holding on,
Why did I fall so hard?
One more stab to the heart,
You was my heaven,
Freeing me from hell,
Now all that’s left
Is a scar on my heart
Where your name use to be.

Ready for my darkness
I handed you my heart,
Oh how gentle you handle it,
You asked me to be yours forever,
But you see baby I always been yours,
It just took awhile to find you,
I will be your forever now,
Just one question,
Are you ready for my darkness?
darkness is what makes me shine,
And kept my heart beating for you.

Can I
Let my soul scream
And my heart cry out
Let me escape reality
Just for today,
Let me have my voice
To express these million thoughts
Running through my brain,
Anxiety is full force,
Give me back my air so I can breathe,
Just for today,
Let me trip and go numb
Denying myself to feel
This pain of my heart breaking,
Let me Just for Today…
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The author Poetic beauty
I have so many notebooks full of my writings, I handwriting all my work before I type, I go through alot of pens,
For me I enjoy handwriting everything first and dating it, that’s my Copyright, to prove my work is original, even if my stories Don’t get recognized, I know it will be enjoyed by my kids and grandkids and then thier children, I’m a Storyteller, so my imagination, the things I had to learn, and our traditions that was handed down to me from the elders, to keep our traditions alive I tell them stories , it’s an honor to be a storyteller,

THE STORYTELLER
The Storyteller
Just a sneak peak of my upcoming book
THE STORYTELLER
Written by
Poetic Beauty
INTRODUCTION:
I screamed,
I cried,
Even asked why?
Creator please I need you,
His reply was,
It was not your time,
Why can’t I just give up?
Because I gave you courage,
Don’t worry child,
All your dreams are about to come true,
Happiness is near,
My child are you ready,
Ready?
Child for what I been preparing you for,
Are you sure I’m ready father?
Chapter one
Born on a full moon
The elders’ witnessed
This special birth,
It was very inspirational
How the stars lit the night sky
In honor of the child
born of the stars,
Her eyes had Galaxies in them
Her Auntie gave her a powerful name,
Dehu-jade’s Spirit name is
“Stars in her eye’s”
The Creator was pleased
With a smile,
He made it clear nobody is to tell
Her about the name
given,
Till she is twelve years of age,
I need to strengthen her,
She will start her challenges at an early age,
Her Beautiful Soul,
Will have no hatred,
Only empathy,
She will be adored
By how she smiles through pain,
Her Auntie will be the only one
To tell her when time comes,
You will all call her dehu-j-ade,
I will send four special guardians
To protect her,
CHAPTER TWO
Dehu-jade’s laughter was precious
To her father,
He can hear her as he is returning
From his hunt,
They had a bond that could never be broken,
Each time dehu-j-ade’s father
Would reach the top of the hill
He would make an owl call,
She would repeat the call,
And run over to meet him halfway,
Her father would lift her and put her on his shoulders and pull the carrier with deer meat,
As the get close to their wikiup,
Smiling Bear,
Would tell her the story of night
She was born,
And how she will save her people,
Through Storytelling,
Dehu-j-ade would get excited,
With her bright smile,
I can’t wait Daddy,
Smiling Bear would reply
And tell her I can wait,
Not too fast Baby Girl,
Why Daddy?
Because my little princess
I want to enjoy watching your childhood
First,
Dehu-jade says okay daddy not too fast,
It was a Beautiful sunny day
Everything was going well,
They made it back,
Dehu-j-ade says wait Daddy
I made you something,
Ok princess I will be inside
Washing up for dinner,
Okay father,
She runs over to get her gift she made
It was a thick redwood stick she found and
She took the arrowhead she found by the river
And wrapped it with sinew tightly
And tied a couple of turkey feathers at the end,
She was so excited,
Now father can get big fish with this,
All of a sudden, she heard yelling,
And a strange man came running out,
Her father came out with a shotgun,
Daddy No!
Smiling Bear seen the fear in his Little Girls eye’s,
He turned around and apologized to her,
Everyone knew dehu-j-ade did not like violence,
Smiling Bear came back out with his Belongings, walking over to say his goodbyes,
Dehu-j-ade,
Daddy has to leave,
With tears in her eyes, she hugs him tightly,
Daddy don’t leave me here,
Smiling Bear replied,
I will come back for you,
You promise daddy?
Princess you know Daddy doesn’t
Make promises because sometimes
Things don’t go the you want
Then that promise has to be broke,
I will make sure you are taking cared of
And loved,
Daddy how? when you’re leaving me,
You’re the only one who loves me,
Smiling Bear Replied “
Baby girl your auntie loves you too
Oh yeah, I forgot,
But what I meant Daddy was between you
And mommy, you’re the only one who loves me,
Ah baby girl your mom loves you,
Dehu-jade replied,
You sure about that Daddy?
Smiling Bear laughs with tears in his eyes,
You are very special little girl,
I’m so blessed the creator let me be your father,
Dehu-j-ade tells her daddy,
Then why do you want make him mad?
I don’t want you to be spanked because mommy is bad,
Smiling Bear tries not to laugh,
Awe baby girl,
He won’t spank me,
I have already talked it over with him,
Now before I go do you want to show me what
You made?
Dehu-j-ade oh yes,
Here Daddy you are going to need this
He was so surprised,
Do you know what it’s for Daddy?
Yes, a spear for fishing,
Dehu-j-ade giggles,
I love you my little princess,
I love you too Daddy,
Smiling Bear didn’t want to let go of
His baby girl,
He walked away and then looked back
She was laying by her wolf crying,
He yelled I love you Princess’
I promise I will come for you,
She grabs Dehu-j-ade
And drags her out,
Dehu-jade’s auntie and uncles came
Running to help her,
Her uncle says you can’t take her
From us, she belongs with her people,
Maribeth responded in anger,
She belongs with my family,
Dehu-j-ade reaches out for her auntie
I don’t want to leave,
Auntie says as they she watched them leave,
Her family is going mistreat and abuse her,
Her uncle replied,
How can anyone hurt her?
They arrived Maribeth says come on,
Dehu-j-ade is crying,
Please I don’t want to stay here,
Too bad now come on,
Her great aunt answers the door,
Come in she says,
She looked at Dehu-j-ade
And says she’s Indian?
Maribeth replied yes, she is,
I’m sorry I dishonored the family
Having a child from an Indian
Please forgive me,
I did love him once,
But lost it, when he put all his attention
To our daughter,
Her aunt asks does this child know
How to wash dishes?
Yes, she is very good at doing her chores,
When will you come for her?
A month Aunt Carol,
Ok she can sleep out in the barn,
Thank you so much,
She went to hug Dehu-j-ade,
Her daughter turned away,
And tells her I will never forgive you
Mommy,
CHAPTER FOUR
Dehu-j-ade was always sad after
Being at her aunt Carol’s house,
Dehu-j-ade was made a slave
Doing everyone’s chores,
Being mistreated and blamed
For her cousin’s misbehavior,
She was punished by being
Whipped with a willow tree branch,
She is trying not to cry as she is scrubbing
The floor,
The doorbell rings
She answers the door,
It was her mother,
Meribeth didn’t even ask her what was wrong,
She just told her to get her things,
Dehu-j-ade replied I don’t have nothing here,
Let’s just go, she grabbed Dehu-j-ade by the shoulder,
Dehu-j-ade cried out in pain,
Meribeth lifted her daughter’s shirt,
And was shocked to see the lashes and bruises on her back,
I didn’t know she told Dehu-j-ade,
Dehu-j-ade replied,
Maybe you didn’t but you left me here
Without listening when I said they are mean to me,
You just didn’t care,
Without Maribeth letting her aunt know
She just left, Dehu-j-ade got closer only to
Find dark spirit inside the vehicle,
She was upset and didn’t say a word
All the home,
CHAPTER FIVE
Dehu-jade turns ten today
But she doesn’t smile,
Dark Spirit did things to her,
Her auntie is worried,
Her uncle one arrow asked the elder
What’s wrong auntie?
She replies look at our niece,
Trying not to cry,
She changed, never smiles anymore,
Always outside making sharp weapons,
The only one she opens up to is her wolf,
One arrow answer’s back,
Why is she making those weapons? Huh
I think dark spirit is hurting her,
One arrow becomes very angry,
With rage,
Poetic Crossroads
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Thankyou all for believing in me
Love you all,
Poetic Beauty ❣


Spoiler to my new novel about a native American girl
Ok so my Book I’m writing
About the lil native girl,
Well I said she has 2 gaurdians
One is the wolf who been by her side since birth,
And spirit bear comes when she’s ten ,
Well the 3rd guardian arrives,
It’s crow the messenger for the creator,
The twist is wolf and crow are brothers
In the future but in human form ,
They need to keep dehu~j~ade safe
Because if she dies the two brothers
Cease to exist,
Trivia is if anyone paid attention to my writings
You will see the twist to my new novel.