Thinking as tears fall

  Why do I keep hurting myself?

Like a shadow in the distance 

   Invisible to all,

There I go again, 

Messing everything up, 

   Got confused and lost you,

Your running through my mind again,

    Come back don’t leave me here,

It never stops,

There I go again, 

I have my sorrow ,

   And I have my pain 

But I don’t have you,

  So lost and confused, 

Trying to find my way,

   Like a shadow in the distance, 

Invisible to all,

   Trying to find my way 

Back to you.

Healing is a Painful Process

A year ago i wanted to die 

 I didn’t wanna feel pain 

  I didn’t wanna think 

I wasn’t breathing 

  Thats how i wanted it, 

I couldn’t wake up 

   From this Nightmare 

I couldn’t erase it’s reality 

So I accepted that 

I might be a little broken 

But I’m alive, standing strong 

My Healing is my priority 

  To erase the damage from the inside 

Nothing is powerful enough to stop me. 

I found Solace deep within 

  And my soul embraced it 

The sun will rise again 

And im done falling apart 

I will be heard  

   I found my voice 

And Remind this world 

I’am still here…