Thinking as tears fall

  Why do I keep hurting myself?

Like a shadow in the distance 

   Invisible to all,

There I go again, 

Messing everything up, 

   Got confused and lost you,

Your running through my mind again,

    Come back don’t leave me here,

It never stops,

There I go again, 

I have my sorrow ,

   And I have my pain 

But I don’t have you,

  So lost and confused, 

Trying to find my way,

   Like a shadow in the distance, 

Invisible to all,

   Trying to find my way 

Back to you.

Escaping Darkness

There’s a place i lived as a child
Its where souls die
Where my soul was chained
Where your screams were silenced
Darkness is where
all unwanted souls go

I was resilient to the Darkness
Fighting my way out
Escaping death and surviving
I managed to turn my pain
Into poetic art recreating
My story and the scars left
From my rage
No longer fear Darkness
I will erase the damage from the inside , the fighter i was forced to be
The warrior to keep
Darkness from attacking
I can now stand proud & strong
And tell you my story
Of how i saved myself from Darkness and became my own hero